i just had a nighmare, but i am awake.
a nightmare about the days that michael my exboyfriend was so mean, kicked me out of his house and wouldnt listen to a word i have to say..... makes me think about why im so sad about leaving that night.... and pretending not to care about him.
but now i like a new boy.... he just added me to LJ but only wrote a little comment, I miss him livejournal, i need to see him again to get my mind off of michael.
I walked by your house today and started to cry...... started to hope that you would come running out and kiss me, and i would run my fingers through your hair, and it would be bliss, for just one more moment in my life.
you never came out.
should i have expected you to in reality? of course not. why do i love you still? why do you have to make me cry everyday.
why does every alkaline trio song i listen to have to remind me of you?
why does today have to be valentines day? and youre with your new girlfriend..... i hope you bought her flowers
"so happy valentines day, i hope the suns out in new york, i hope he bought you roses, i hope he bought you roses" - alkaline trio
MY HEART SCREAMS please someone, please fall in love with me.... or else... this will become the demise.
- Mood:
cranky - Music:atreyu
i am alone
am i surprised?
of course not
will anyone ever love me?
my mom assures me yes
if someone doesnt bring me a rose tomorrow
ill fucking kill myself
- Mood:artistic
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